

andthisjealousyiskillingme.i wish i were prettyandthisjealousyiskillingme.
im so ugly.
i wish i were fearless
im so scared.
i wish i were loved
im so hated.
i wish i were gorgeous
im so disgusting.
i wish i were luscious
im so blah.
i wish i were lovely
im so gross.
i wish i were courageous
im so cowardly.
i wish i were awesome
im so invisible.
i wish i were happy
im so dead.
i wish i were you.
im so n


Dont ask me why...Don’t ask me why.Dont ask me why...
I don’t feel good.
That’s why.
Like, my insides feel heavy and hard.
And my bones feel like jelly.
And my throat feels swollen with air.
And my lungs feel like crumpled paper.
And my breath is musty and slow and shallow and muddled and diluted
like dirty, muddy water.
You know that kind of musty smell?
More of a feeling, rather.
How its kind of heavy and wet?
Like an old fur jacket.
Yeah, exactly like that.
It doesn’t smell bad, but it doesn’t smell fresh either.
Like a withered rose.
It’s not my breath, it’s
And thanks, too.
:]
I appreciate it! <33
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Art-director & Photographer in eyesharp.se.
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"here is written something deep and poetic"
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"here is written something deep and poetic"
*Absence- =christians *Dark-Arts-Asylum *theunknownartists ~CapeTown ~ZENclub *Manipulators
xoxo
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